16th November 2007, a very very special day.

I remember it was my form 2 life. I was sitted next to Lim Cher Cher. Was very happy with my class, my friends, and the two good boys sitting behind me, Kai Yang & Siow. Both of them used to help me with my Maths homework so I wouldn't be punished by Encik Manogar.

16th November 2007 was the last day of school. I sensed something really strange happening as my friends were acting very weirdly that day. While we were having our class party, Cher Cher called me out. I went out and saw you, being pulled by Hau Yue. You confessed to me at the stairs behind my class and I accepted. Hau Yue told me that you almost fainted as you were trembling. Then life went on perfectly, with you, my very first boyfriend.

Three days after that was your birthday. The night before, we were both chatting on MSN. You were counting down to your birthday. I promised you that I would accompany and count down together with you, but I didn't. I felt bad looking at the clock tick till 12 and I couldn't be the first one to wish you.

2008, school reopened. I was very happy to see you. Will not eleborate but I want to thank you for the time when school gave us heavy text books, you helped me carry the whole pile of it. The time when you were suppose to go for co-curriculum activities, you stayed back to accompany me. Memories I shall remember forever.

One day, you went to Pulau Redang with your family. I was sad cause I couldn't contact you for a few days but happy at the same time cause you seemed excited. I always go online, hoping you would too, so I wouldn't miss a chance chatting with you.

Finally, you came back. Once, I went on Friendster and saw your comment to your best friend. You told him that there were many hot and pretty girls in Pulau Redang. I was so jealous, I admit, and immediately I thought of breaking up. With Justine's advise, I did. That was on 16th March 2008.

You did not seem alright as you changed your MSN personal message to "So emo now.", so I called your house to check on you. You picked up the phone but never answered me. I felt like I was talking to the wall and in the end, I hang up. At that moment, I felt bad for what I did. I cried really hard every night, and I mean every night. I even thought of dying that I hurt myself with a paper knife several times. All thanks to my stupidity.

People told me that time cures everything. Well its true. Time zoomed fast, almost 2 years passed. I'm totally alright now, feeling very happy with my life. I promised myself not to be sad and thanks to you, I had learned to become a positive person. Thank you, once beloved.