My blog is the only "person" I can turn to now.

My blog is the only "person" that will be my listener.

Reason for why I'm blogging : I'M UPSET.

I seldom post sad things in my blog, and when I do, means I'm really sad.

I just need to let all my feelings out. I can't take it anymore.

I can't have swallon eyes every morning when I wake up.

I'm tired. I've cried enough. Really, its enough for me.

Where is the very OPTIMISTIC girl that I have known for 17 years?

Where is the girl whom always brings a smile no matter what problem she faces?

Where is the girl whom always had positive mind thoughts?

I HATE EMO PEOPLE. I always hated emo people.

But why am I thinking and acting like them now?

Maybe you think I am stupid, I always misunderstand.

But I can ensure you that I am not like that.

If you explain to me, I will understand, I won't simply think. I really will understand.

But why do you always get angry then only try to explain to me?

At that time, I will have to remain calm, cheer you up.

Not only you, I am also human. I also have feelings.

I am also sad, angry, unhappy, not satisfied, etc.

But I have to do it, to avoid arguements.

So all I can do is admit that I am wrong and hope that we won't continue arguing.

I think I made a very huge mistake by doing this. A very huge mistake.

I cannot continue like this anymore.

I feel so weak. I feel useless. I lost my pride. What else do you want from me?

I try to give in my best. Have you ever appreciate?