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♥ : Just a small note to you. Thursday, January 24, 2013 Hello dearest, YOU. (: This is gonna be a lengthy and wordy one so do skip if you are lazy to read. Hahah. First time ever, updating my blog using my iPad in the middle of the night lol. Just suddenly had the urge to blog, because I have something on mind which is causing me to have insomnia. Since I can't sleep so I might as well speak it out right here right now. Well, at least I'll feel much better. Yes, blogger brings miracles lolol. However, I know that I have not been updating a lot. I mean, I HAVE NOT BEEN UPDATING since I don't know when lol. So, I'm pretty sure that no one is reading my blog anymore, except for one person. This person does check on my blog often and always nags about me not updating my blog as often as I should. This person is my boyf, Johnny Lim Peng Yong. The purpose I'm on blogger right now is because.. I've noticed myself being a BIATCH recently. Getting all cranky and moody everyday. Partly because it is my pre-menstrual syndrome but I'm not gonna use PMS as my excuse to get angry for small little things that happened. In fact, I hate using PMS as a reason to get my boyf to understand the anger that I throw towards him. I should really learn how to manage my mood swings, really. We just had a small argument 2 hours ago. He gave me some time to chill myself down. Yes, I was again being all childish and pissed off at the tiniest things that he did. Fml seriously. Of course, I know it was hard for him to understand me, as I didn't even give him a chance to explain but just throw everything to him. Like blah-blaaah-blah-blahh no wait you shut up and listen to me! Blah-blah-blah-blahhhh. What made me guilty was that he not only didn't get mad over me, he wished me good night and reminded me to bring my meds when I go to Ipoh tomorrow in case my aunt visits me as I do get pretty serious cramps every month. :/ I feel loved. The purpose of me writing this blog post is to let this special someone know how I truly feel. I know he will be reading this blog post someday soon. I'm sorry for everything. I'm trying very hard to fix this part of myself every time I encounter problems like this instead of sitting at a corner and crying like a big baby. I'm just.. Sorry. Everything that you've done for me, I know it deep down in my heart. I know you're trying harder than I am, just to be the perfect one for me. Thank you for everything, love. |
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